You'll be the first person I'll find...whether I decide to get back-up for poking them for info, or in the event I'm just successful, of course.
[ He gives a wink. ]
After all, I can't remember the last person who worried so much over me. I was starting to wonder if I would make you go grey too early! Not that I imagine it'd diminish your appearance any~
[ Merlin is going to try to interject some levity back in as much as he can. He totally ignores the judging look his companion animal throws him. ]
[ As for the severity of the comment, he just laughs lightly.
He thinks it's...nice. He shouldn't be so surprised, really—he knows it's his own fault that people rarely say things like that to him. ]
...Haha, that's—fair. Honestly, I'd be upset if something happened to you.
[ That's also true—Wei Wuxian is one of the people he likes being around, and he finds that he has come to like some others as well, wishing that they will remain safe too. But, he turns his head away quickly, looking back out to the sea, because getting choked up over this feels a little embarrassing. ]
I wish we'd all met under better circumstances. It'd be nice. [ ... ] Some things you can't change, though. At least at the end of the day, most of us can be sure that we try our best. And I think, with all our efforts...we'll earn our happy ending. Away from this hellhole.
[ They're a relatively dysfunctional group, but Wei Wuxian thinks that enough of them want to live that they'll manage through this. ]
While it would have been nice to meet in better circumstances, I think we can be grateful we met at all, can't we? There are positives, even in situations such as these.
[ Merlin turns to face Wei Wuxian when he says that, a more subdued smile on his face, that reaches his eyes. No additional commentary about how difficult it'll be, when they know it both will be.
...He thinks he's glad, that even though they certainly have different opinions on certain matters, both of them can see the situation the same way. ]
Yes, you're right. I think I've even gotten along a bit better than most of the people I've met back "home". It probably sounds strange, but that, our meetings, and other things...it's probably why I won't want to forget this ever happened.
[ Ah...so that's another similarity they have, huh? He has noticed some similarities between them, but this was beyond his expectations. ]
In that case, I'd have to extend those sentiments back to you, hm? About appreciating that you have had a better experience, even with our situation being what it is.
I guess this also says something about the two of us.
[ That they're particularly good at alienating people, or others can't reach them well. Perhaps...Wei Wuxian feels as distant as he does from people as well, among other things. ]
[ He smiles, thinking along the same lines as Merlin. Personalities like theirs always cause a stir, gaining them friends or enemies depending on the tide of opinion at the time. ]
That it does, doesn't it? Perhaps we instinctually picked up on that, and it's why we get along so well.
But, here I thought it was simply because we had similar tastes. [ But, this is different than currying surface, temporary popularity or infamy. ] In all honesty, I never expected I could really relate to anyone. Those kind of things are strictly usually reserved for other people. Those who live in a world where days still turn to night...those who live mortal lives.
[ Maybe in his heart, Merlin wished for that sort of thing. The part of him that is still human, which he hardly ever properly acknowledges. ]
I wonder, what other similarities we so happen to share. How much would you be willing to let me find out?
[ A brief, amused look is passed on over to Wei Wuxian, as if he has an inkling, since they are similar. One that speaks louder than words, given the way he also has just hummed.
Though, he answers the question seriously, despite the gentle, non-verbal tease a moment ago. ]
As you wish. Usually, I do prefer to be the only one who knows. But, I think I can make an exception for someone like yourself. For some reason, the idea doesn't seem as fun when it's with you...an equal exchange of sorts sounds more exciting!
[ Then, unable to jest a little, he adds on with a wink: ]
And now that I have said that, maybe we should do something to symbolize our agreement? I wonder, what would you consider to be acceptable...?
[ An equal exchange is definitely more exciting—and much, much more rewarding in Wei Wuxian's opinion. So, he grins, also inclined to add a bit of levity to the situation. ]
Well, we could shake on it. I'd suggest blood just to be a bit dramatic, but that seems over the top right now.
Oh, certainly. Though, that would be interesting! Usually when blood is involved in an agreement regarding myself and another, that'd mean someone is contracting me to be their loyal Servant~
[ That is not a joke, even if it might sound like one.
Anyway, Merlin hops on over, very happy to have the chance for hand-touchies with Wei Wuxian again. Except with no nonsense, as he grasps a hold of it firmly, and gives a shake. Though with the other hand he playfully reaches out to see if he can tap one of his shoulders too. ]
Boop. And just like that, you'd never be rid of me! But this will do just fine, of course.
Merlin still has a hold of his hand, so he also gives it a little squeeze, and smiles a little in what is undeniably a coquettish manner. He can't help himself, even a bit. ]
Maybe be forced to put up with me for quite a long time. What a fate that'd be!
Would you find it exciting? Or do you think I'd be the type to easily overwhelm you~?
[ Wei Wuxian...are you trying to call Merlin's bluff? Him of all people? But, judging by the look on his face, he appreciates the challenge. Naturally, he will immediately do what he can to meet it.
And so, he laughs, lightly—a different sort of laugh. Then, he dares to lean in closer. ]
[ Of course he is! While it's a miracle he doesn't instinctually move back when Merlin pitches forward, he still doesn't believe Merlin will actually commit.
So, he laughs. ]
Why would I be overwhelmed? Weren't you at the party? I've already kissed someone before. There's no need to do such a thing now to overwhelm me.
[ Also fair of Wei Wuxian to think so, given that at times Merlin simply messes around with no intention of follow-through. Sometimes.
But, he has no intentions of not rising to the challenge; he has wondered what it'd be like to kiss Wei Wuxian, after all. Though, he wants to see how far this can go. Of course, he will tease a little more first, moving in closer, though not ignoring the words, so he doesn't claim those lips or anywhere just yet, instead speaking nearby his ear. ]
I remember, yes.
Then, are you saying that if I did do so right now...it wouldn't overwhelm you, if it isn't necessary? How about we put that to the test and do something for fun, if you're up for it? Choose a place where you would be fine with receiving a kiss, and I will give it to you. If what you said is proven to be true, I will owe you a favor that you can call upon at any time.
Of course, you are not obligated. And I could always come up with something else to potentially spring upon you~
[ Another laugh escapes him at that, perhaps even with more amusement than before, and— ]
Are you? Sorry, sorry. I just hate not living up to my reputation as a risk-taker. I'll fix that up right away!
[ Unable to hold himself back anymore, he decides to make it a two-fer—after all, shouldn't a proper apology be given by actions? Hands move to rest gently atop Wei Wuxian's shoulders, and he moves to press a chaste kiss against the other male's cheek—perhaps as a diversionary tactic—and then one firmly against his lips, not as chaste, but undeniably somehow also impossibly gentle. Yet, all the same definitely experienced, and no less affectionate all the same.
Having any regrets about calling his bluff now, WWX? ]
internalized homophobia/biphobia cw sorry to hit you with this lum
Is it a regret if he's so shocked that he doesn't know what to do? The kiss on his cheek is already scandalous enough, but when those warm lips brush against his own, Wei Wuxian lets out a soft gasp of surprise, his lips parting without meaning to.
He should push Merlin away, and Wei Wuxian gets far enough to grab onto his shirt, but he can't bring himself to complete the movement. The rejection he expected to pulse through his body simply isn't there and it's unexpected. Perhaps if he had feelings beyond friendship for Merlin he could excuse this in some way, explain why he doesn't hate this, but he can't. The kiss is pleasant and warm in the same way his first kiss was, and Wei Wuxian can't wrap his head around liking both in equal amounts.
Merlin has no idea what he's done to Wei Wuxian, even as he tugs hard on Merlin's shirt. ]
No problem at all :> mild apology for Merlin being...himself
[ Wei Wuxian's lips parting are like an open invitation to him, and this touch conjures a desire within him to explore even more. Restraint is something Merlin has little of, after all.
Merlin can even imagine how it might look, if they had the opportunity to extend this sort of playing around. As a half-incubus, the evident surprise is delectable, like the gentle sensation of the other man's lips against his own. Coupled with what kind of emotions result from the unsubtle, accidental indication that Wei Wuxian gives as a result of holding on tight.
For that, he briefly even deepens the kiss, easy enough with the other's lips parted and then pulls back, an immodest flush to his cheeks. His hands in the meanwhile have moved from the man's shoulders, to rest innocently against his back. ]
Mm, that was as wonderful as I had anticipated it would be...
But, are you satisfied, Wei Wuxian?
[ He doesn't ask anything about the bluff, knowing the results speak for themselves. Merlin can hope that the other still will enjoy it even when the surprise wears off.
However, the best part honestly is that he has truly no idea of what he has wrought here. ]
[ Arms looped around his back feels so much more personal than before, and he stares down at Merlin, completely bewildered. His own cheeks are flushed a light pink—an incredibly unusual look on someone like Wei Wuxian—and he just barely resists the temptation to touch his lips as they still tingle from the kiss. ]
I...
[ He genuinely doesn't know, because navigating a situation like this with another man has knocked him off kilter... but it's not like he'd know how to respond with a woman either, thanks to his inexperienced. ]
How can I quantify that, exactly?
[ It's impossible to know whether or not he even could be when his mind is racing the way it is. ]
[ What makes it even worse is that Merlin hasn't drawn back that far either. Alas, the other man will just have to suffer him in close proximity for a bit longer. He might even briefly wrap a string of that long hair around a finger before letting it go.
But, oh no...those flushed cheeks look so cute? He just wants to kiss each of them right now! Yet, Wei Wuxian's response is even more interesting.
Despite the fact the man stated he has been kissed before, Merlin thinks that perhaps the other male had yet to discover and properly explore the joy behind such things, instead of just moving beyond it, or his previous kiss was just not as exciting. ]
Oh, that's simple! There are ways. If you feel like you have had enough, then you're satisfied. Though if you feel excited about it, elated that it happened, or enticed by the idea of having even more, then you might not be satisfied just yet. But, at the least you still enjoyed it.
And you might enjoy even more of it. Does that help?
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[ He gives a wink. ]
After all, I can't remember the last person who worried so much over me. I was starting to wonder if I would make you go grey too early! Not that I imagine it'd diminish your appearance any~
[ Merlin is going to try to interject some levity back in as much as he can. He totally ignores the judging look his companion animal throws him. ]
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[ He laughs, taking the comment in stride. While his smile doesn’t fade, the look on his face is still serious. ]
I consider most of us a team. Why wouldn’t I worry about a teammate I like being around?
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[ As for the severity of the comment, he just laughs lightly.
He thinks it's...nice. He shouldn't be so surprised, really—he knows it's his own fault that people rarely say things like that to him. ]
...Haha, that's—fair. Honestly, I'd be upset if something happened to you.
[ That's also true—Wei Wuxian is one of the people he likes being around, and he finds that he has come to like some others as well, wishing that they will remain safe too. But, he turns his head away quickly, looking back out to the sea, because getting choked up over this feels a little embarrassing. ]
I wish we'd all met under better circumstances. It'd be nice. [ ... ] Some things you can't change, though. At least at the end of the day, most of us can be sure that we try our best. And I think, with all our efforts...we'll earn our happy ending. Away from this hellhole.
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[ They're a relatively dysfunctional group, but Wei Wuxian thinks that enough of them want to live that they'll manage through this. ]
While it would have been nice to meet in better circumstances, I think we can be grateful we met at all, can't we? There are positives, even in situations such as these.
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...He thinks he's glad, that even though they certainly have different opinions on certain matters, both of them can see the situation the same way. ]
Yes, you're right. I think I've even gotten along a bit better than most of the people I've met back "home". It probably sounds strange, but that, our meetings, and other things...it's probably why I won't want to forget this ever happened.
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[ He pauses, a subdued smile of his own on his face. ]
I feel similarly.
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In that case, I'd have to extend those sentiments back to you, hm? About appreciating that you have had a better experience, even with our situation being what it is.
I guess this also says something about the two of us.
[ That they're particularly good at alienating people, or others can't reach them well. Perhaps...Wei Wuxian feels as distant as he does from people as well, among other things. ]
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That it does, doesn't it? Perhaps we instinctually picked up on that, and it's why we get along so well.
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But, here I thought it was simply because we had similar tastes. [ But, this is different than currying surface, temporary popularity or infamy. ] In all honesty, I never expected I could really relate to anyone. Those kind of things are strictly usually reserved for other people. Those who live in a world where days still turn to night...those who live mortal lives.
[ Maybe in his heart, Merlin wished for that sort of thing. The part of him that is still human, which he hardly ever properly acknowledges. ]
I wonder, what other similarities we so happen to share. How much would you be willing to let me find out?
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[ And yet he pushes people away through vagueness and turning the attention right back around on them.
Still... he thinks Merlin is probably similar. After all, here he is, asking Wei Wuxian if he can find out more about him. ]
Only if you'd let me in on such similarities. Where's the fun in you being the only one who knows?
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[ A brief, amused look is passed on over to Wei Wuxian, as if he has an inkling, since they are similar. One that speaks louder than words, given the way he also has just hummed.
Though, he answers the question seriously, despite the gentle, non-verbal tease a moment ago. ]
As you wish. Usually, I do prefer to be the only one who knows. But, I think I can make an exception for someone like yourself. For some reason, the idea doesn't seem as fun when it's with you...an equal exchange of sorts sounds more exciting!
[ Then, unable to jest a little, he adds on with a wink: ]
And now that I have said that, maybe we should do something to symbolize our agreement? I wonder, what would you consider to be acceptable...?
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Well, we could shake on it. I'd suggest blood just to be a bit dramatic, but that seems over the top right now.
[ He laughs softly as he sticks out his hand. ]
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[ That is not a joke, even if it might sound like one.
Anyway, Merlin hops on over, very happy to have the chance for hand-touchies with Wei Wuxian again. Except with no nonsense, as he grasps a hold of it firmly, and gives a shake. Though with the other hand he playfully reaches out to see if he can tap one of his shoulders too. ]
Boop. And just like that, you'd never be rid of me! But this will do just fine, of course.
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Ah, what will I ever do if I can't rid myself of you?!
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Merlin still has a hold of his hand, so he also gives it a little squeeze, and smiles a little in what is undeniably a coquettish manner. He can't help himself, even a bit. ]
Maybe be forced to put up with me for quite a long time. What a fate that'd be!
Would you find it exciting? Or do you think I'd be the type to easily overwhelm you~?
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Do I look like a man that can be easily overwhelmed? I’d like to see you try.
[ He raises the dead, after all. ]
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[ Wei Wuxian...are you trying to call Merlin's bluff? Him of all people? But, judging by the look on his face, he appreciates the challenge. Naturally, he will immediately do what he can to meet it.
And so, he laughs, lightly—a different sort of laugh. Then, he dares to lean in closer. ]
If I kissed you, then, would you be overwhelmed?
[ On his hand, then his lips, maybe? ]
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So, he laughs. ]
Why would I be overwhelmed? Weren't you at the party? I've already kissed someone before. There's no need to do such a thing now to overwhelm me.
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But, he has no intentions of not rising to the challenge; he has wondered what it'd be like to kiss Wei Wuxian, after all. Though, he wants to see how far this can go. Of course, he will tease a little more first, moving in closer, though not ignoring the words, so he doesn't claim those lips or anywhere just yet, instead speaking nearby his ear. ]
I remember, yes.
Then, are you saying that if I did do so right now...it wouldn't overwhelm you, if it isn't necessary? How about we put that to the test and do something for fun, if you're up for it? Choose a place where you would be fine with receiving a kiss, and I will give it to you. If what you said is proven to be true, I will owe you a favor that you can call upon at any time.
Of course, you are not obligated. And I could always come up with something else to potentially spring upon you~
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Ah, putting the onus on me here, are you Merlin? And here I thought you took risks. I'm a bit ashamed.
[ Is he still calling Merlin's bluff? Why yes, he is! ]
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Are you? Sorry, sorry. I just hate not living up to my reputation as a risk-taker. I'll fix that up right away!
[ Unable to hold himself back anymore, he decides to make it a two-fer—after all, shouldn't a proper apology be given by actions? Hands move to rest gently atop Wei Wuxian's shoulders, and he moves to press a chaste kiss against the other male's cheek—perhaps as a diversionary tactic—and then one firmly against his lips, not as chaste, but undeniably somehow also impossibly gentle. Yet, all the same definitely experienced, and no less affectionate all the same.
Having any regrets about calling his bluff now, WWX? ]
internalized homophobia/biphobia cw sorry to hit you with this lum
Is it a regret if he's so shocked that he doesn't know what to do? The kiss on his cheek is already scandalous enough, but when those warm lips brush against his own, Wei Wuxian lets out a soft gasp of surprise, his lips parting without meaning to.
He should push Merlin away, and Wei Wuxian gets far enough to grab onto his shirt, but he can't bring himself to complete the movement. The rejection he expected to pulse through his body simply isn't there and it's unexpected. Perhaps if he had feelings beyond friendship for Merlin he could excuse this in some way, explain why he doesn't hate this, but he can't. The kiss is pleasant and warm in the same way his first kiss was, and Wei Wuxian can't wrap his head around liking both in equal amounts.
Merlin has no idea what he's done to Wei Wuxian, even as he tugs hard on Merlin's shirt. ]
No problem at all :> mild apology for Merlin being...himself
Merlin can even imagine how it might look, if they had the opportunity to extend this sort of playing around. As a half-incubus, the evident surprise is delectable, like the gentle sensation of the other man's lips against his own. Coupled with what kind of emotions result from the unsubtle, accidental indication that Wei Wuxian gives as a result of holding on tight.
For that, he briefly even deepens the kiss, easy enough with the other's lips parted and then pulls back, an immodest flush to his cheeks. His hands in the meanwhile have moved from the man's shoulders, to rest innocently against his back. ]
Mm, that was as wonderful as I had anticipated it would be...
But, are you satisfied, Wei Wuxian?
[ He doesn't ask anything about the bluff, knowing the results speak for themselves. Merlin can hope that the other still will enjoy it even when the surprise wears off.
However, the best part honestly is that he has truly no idea of what he has wrought here. ]
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I...
[ He genuinely doesn't know, because navigating a situation like this with another man has knocked him off kilter... but it's not like he'd know how to respond with a woman either, thanks to his inexperienced. ]
How can I quantify that, exactly?
[ It's impossible to know whether or not he even could be when his mind is racing the way it is. ]
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But, oh no...those flushed cheeks look so cute? He just wants to kiss each of them right now! Yet, Wei Wuxian's response is even more interesting.
Despite the fact the man stated he has been kissed before, Merlin thinks that perhaps the other male had yet to discover and properly explore the joy behind such things, instead of just moving beyond it, or his previous kiss was just not as exciting. ]
Oh, that's simple! There are ways. If you feel like you have had enough, then you're satisfied. Though if you feel excited about it, elated that it happened, or enticed by the idea of having even more, then you might not be satisfied just yet. But, at the least you still enjoyed it.
And you might enjoy even more of it. Does that help?
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