[ A brief, amused look is passed on over to Wei Wuxian, as if he has an inkling, since they are similar. One that speaks louder than words, given the way he also has just hummed.
Though, he answers the question seriously, despite the gentle, non-verbal tease a moment ago. ]
As you wish. Usually, I do prefer to be the only one who knows. But, I think I can make an exception for someone like yourself. For some reason, the idea doesn't seem as fun when it's with you...an equal exchange of sorts sounds more exciting!
[ Then, unable to jest a little, he adds on with a wink: ]
And now that I have said that, maybe we should do something to symbolize our agreement? I wonder, what would you consider to be acceptable...?
[ An equal exchange is definitely more exciting—and much, much more rewarding in Wei Wuxian's opinion. So, he grins, also inclined to add a bit of levity to the situation. ]
Well, we could shake on it. I'd suggest blood just to be a bit dramatic, but that seems over the top right now.
Oh, certainly. Though, that would be interesting! Usually when blood is involved in an agreement regarding myself and another, that'd mean someone is contracting me to be their loyal Servant~
[ That is not a joke, even if it might sound like one.
Anyway, Merlin hops on over, very happy to have the chance for hand-touchies with Wei Wuxian again. Except with no nonsense, as he grasps a hold of it firmly, and gives a shake. Though with the other hand he playfully reaches out to see if he can tap one of his shoulders too. ]
Boop. And just like that, you'd never be rid of me! But this will do just fine, of course.
Merlin still has a hold of his hand, so he also gives it a little squeeze, and smiles a little in what is undeniably a coquettish manner. He can't help himself, even a bit. ]
Maybe be forced to put up with me for quite a long time. What a fate that'd be!
Would you find it exciting? Or do you think I'd be the type to easily overwhelm you~?
[ Wei Wuxian...are you trying to call Merlin's bluff? Him of all people? But, judging by the look on his face, he appreciates the challenge. Naturally, he will immediately do what he can to meet it.
And so, he laughs, lightly—a different sort of laugh. Then, he dares to lean in closer. ]
[ Of course he is! While it's a miracle he doesn't instinctually move back when Merlin pitches forward, he still doesn't believe Merlin will actually commit.
So, he laughs. ]
Why would I be overwhelmed? Weren't you at the party? I've already kissed someone before. There's no need to do such a thing now to overwhelm me.
[ Also fair of Wei Wuxian to think so, given that at times Merlin simply messes around with no intention of follow-through. Sometimes.
But, he has no intentions of not rising to the challenge; he has wondered what it'd be like to kiss Wei Wuxian, after all. Though, he wants to see how far this can go. Of course, he will tease a little more first, moving in closer, though not ignoring the words, so he doesn't claim those lips or anywhere just yet, instead speaking nearby his ear. ]
I remember, yes.
Then, are you saying that if I did do so right now...it wouldn't overwhelm you, if it isn't necessary? How about we put that to the test and do something for fun, if you're up for it? Choose a place where you would be fine with receiving a kiss, and I will give it to you. If what you said is proven to be true, I will owe you a favor that you can call upon at any time.
Of course, you are not obligated. And I could always come up with something else to potentially spring upon you~
[ Another laugh escapes him at that, perhaps even with more amusement than before, and— ]
Are you? Sorry, sorry. I just hate not living up to my reputation as a risk-taker. I'll fix that up right away!
[ Unable to hold himself back anymore, he decides to make it a two-fer—after all, shouldn't a proper apology be given by actions? Hands move to rest gently atop Wei Wuxian's shoulders, and he moves to press a chaste kiss against the other male's cheek—perhaps as a diversionary tactic—and then one firmly against his lips, not as chaste, but undeniably somehow also impossibly gentle. Yet, all the same definitely experienced, and no less affectionate all the same.
Having any regrets about calling his bluff now, WWX? ]
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Is it a regret if he's so shocked that he doesn't know what to do? The kiss on his cheek is already scandalous enough, but when those warm lips brush against his own, Wei Wuxian lets out a soft gasp of surprise, his lips parting without meaning to.
He should push Merlin away, and Wei Wuxian gets far enough to grab onto his shirt, but he can't bring himself to complete the movement. The rejection he expected to pulse through his body simply isn't there and it's unexpected. Perhaps if he had feelings beyond friendship for Merlin he could excuse this in some way, explain why he doesn't hate this, but he can't. The kiss is pleasant and warm in the same way his first kiss was, and Wei Wuxian can't wrap his head around liking both in equal amounts.
Merlin has no idea what he's done to Wei Wuxian, even as he tugs hard on Merlin's shirt. ]
No problem at all :> mild apology for Merlin being...himself
[ Wei Wuxian's lips parting are like an open invitation to him, and this touch conjures a desire within him to explore even more. Restraint is something Merlin has little of, after all.
Merlin can even imagine how it might look, if they had the opportunity to extend this sort of playing around. As a half-incubus, the evident surprise is delectable, like the gentle sensation of the other man's lips against his own. Coupled with what kind of emotions result from the unsubtle, accidental indication that Wei Wuxian gives as a result of holding on tight.
For that, he briefly even deepens the kiss, easy enough with the other's lips parted and then pulls back, an immodest flush to his cheeks. His hands in the meanwhile have moved from the man's shoulders, to rest innocently against his back. ]
Mm, that was as wonderful as I had anticipated it would be...
But, are you satisfied, Wei Wuxian?
[ He doesn't ask anything about the bluff, knowing the results speak for themselves. Merlin can hope that the other still will enjoy it even when the surprise wears off.
However, the best part honestly is that he has truly no idea of what he has wrought here. ]
[ Arms looped around his back feels so much more personal than before, and he stares down at Merlin, completely bewildered. His own cheeks are flushed a light pink—an incredibly unusual look on someone like Wei Wuxian—and he just barely resists the temptation to touch his lips as they still tingle from the kiss. ]
I...
[ He genuinely doesn't know, because navigating a situation like this with another man has knocked him off kilter... but it's not like he'd know how to respond with a woman either, thanks to his inexperienced. ]
How can I quantify that, exactly?
[ It's impossible to know whether or not he even could be when his mind is racing the way it is. ]
[ What makes it even worse is that Merlin hasn't drawn back that far either. Alas, the other man will just have to suffer him in close proximity for a bit longer. He might even briefly wrap a string of that long hair around a finger before letting it go.
But, oh no...those flushed cheeks look so cute? He just wants to kiss each of them right now! Yet, Wei Wuxian's response is even more interesting.
Despite the fact the man stated he has been kissed before, Merlin thinks that perhaps the other male had yet to discover and properly explore the joy behind such things, instead of just moving beyond it, or his previous kiss was just not as exciting. ]
Oh, that's simple! There are ways. If you feel like you have had enough, then you're satisfied. Though if you feel excited about it, elated that it happened, or enticed by the idea of having even more, then you might not be satisfied just yet. But, at the least you still enjoyed it.
And you might enjoy even more of it. Does that help?
[ It does, in a sense. For someone like Wei Wuxian, satisfaction from kissing or things beyond that has never been at the forefront of his mind. Never having the time is a reason, sure, but he’s also simply wired that way. If his heart isn’t fully in it, he simply doesn’t think about it.
And his heart isn’t now, but it’s certainly disturbed in the way only a major revelation can make it, which is why he can’t bring himself to pull away. ]
I think so.
[ He searches Merlin’s face, wondering if initiating the kiss himself might make a difference. So, he leans in and captures Merlin’s lips with his own. There’s a level of affection there, inasmuch as he feels affection for Merlin as a friend, but there’s curiosity behind the kiss too, as he tries to figure out what the hell is going on inside his mind. ]
[ Ah, but Wei Wuxian is more intrepid in pursuing the meaning of such interest in these matters than he thought, a soft noise is escaping him, almost certainly a gentle and surprised small laugh, but undeniably a pleasant one.
Merlin can feel those emotions when engaged in such a personal intimate moment with another, so enticing, so engaging. More personal than not, even mixed with such curiosity, he wants to chase it even more.
He wants more...so much more. An idle thought is that surely, he is helping Wei Wuxian in this as well. Isn't he such a kind friend? Isn't he a good influence? Isn't he a wonderful guide, to help someone explore what it feels when seeking these things?
Merlin's fingers curl tightly against the fabric of the other male's clothing, where they rest against his back, drawing himself even impossibly closer as he returns the kiss given to him much more hungrily than before, and even gently nibbling on the other's lower lip, to see if he can get the other's to part again. ]
[ The kiss is just as pleasant, and it confirms something that both terrifies and clarifies what he’s always sort of known about himself but has been too afraid to acknowledge. Being attracted to women has always come easily to him, and maybe it’s always been the same for men too… he just never wanted to allow those thoughts to grow in his head and take root.
There’s no turning back on that now, though, as he parts his lips with a soft gasp. This is reminiscent of his first kiss too, the hunger behind is just as noticeable as it is now. It causes his nerves to flare up a bit, because he knows well that he doesn’t want it to go beyond just a kiss like this, even if he’s well aware Merlin won’t take it personally when Wei Wuxian will decide to cut things short sooner rather than later.
Reflective of his thoughts, his fingers tighten their grip on Merlin’s clothes. ]
Or perhaps those are the words which so happens to be running through the other man's head right about now. Merlin is, while not having been so fortunate to be Wei Wuxian's kiss, simply happy to take enjoyment in this moment; perhaps for somewhat selfish reasons. But, though he is no saint, and would not shy away from such an opportunity, as is evident now when he slips his tongue pass those parted lips once more, he's not so inhuman to be blind to the aspect of what kind of emotions result from being 'new' to partaking in such enjoyment. But, that is not truly and simply the result of being observant.
And so, even though Merlin ensures this kiss lasts longer than the other ones they have shared, he manages to pull himself back, licking his lips. He has no regrets whatsoever. ]
[ Then, you know, since a certain little animal had been there all this time, Fou leaps up and kicks Merlin on the other side of his face with small feeties, shouting, "Stupid Merlin!"
It doesn't hurt him at all, even if now Merlin has comically ridiculous tiny feet marks on both sides of his face now.
Welp, there goes the mood. And why only did he get kicked? So rude, even as the small animal looks content to sit back down like no wrong was committed. ]
Really, Fou?!
[ Grah, how embarrassing...he can't continue to be smooth and sexy in front of Wei Wuxian like this! Or maybe he can. If he is able to chant up a teleportion spell for this little guy, then they can talk this over properly... (what is there to talk about, though...) ] ]
[ Talk it over, yes… but it seems that the moment is now completely gone for Wei Wuxian, despite his still pink cheeks and the pleasantness of that kiss lingering on his lips, along with the taste of Merlin still on his tongue.
And yet despite everything, it’s clear that the moment has passed because he practically doubles over laughing. ]
[ At least Wei Wuxian also laughed, as Merlin puffs a little at the critter. It's not the worst thing, even if it means that Fou has ensured his total embarrassment; if his own slightly flushed cheeks were not apparent due to their moment, then it'd be maybe from this.
Fou seems, of course, also delighted at the laughter. ]
Yes, because Fou is a little troublesome beast sometimes.
Just for that, I'm not spoiling him anymore. [ To Fou: ] In fact...why don't you run off for a little while? You're getting in the way!
[ "Fou." Fou says impertinently and somehow spitefully falls asleep for a bit.
...
His life is so hard? He sighs again and turns back over to Wei Wuxian. ]
...So! I assume my majestic image hasn't been completely ruined by that little segue~?
[ Merlin even gives a wink and a bright smile, though petals pop up around him 'coincidentally', or rather he's just doing that to enhance the effect. He's just being himself again...but, on that note, he should probably comment on what they just did. ]
Incidentally, I'm glad I was able to rope you into a bit of one-on-one indulgence. Not that I had planned to do so on our second outing, but there's always something exciting about pleasant surprises and personal enjoyment.
Life is the most fun when you're able to live it to the fullest, after all.
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[ And yet he pushes people away through vagueness and turning the attention right back around on them.
Still... he thinks Merlin is probably similar. After all, here he is, asking Wei Wuxian if he can find out more about him. ]
Only if you'd let me in on such similarities. Where's the fun in you being the only one who knows?
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[ A brief, amused look is passed on over to Wei Wuxian, as if he has an inkling, since they are similar. One that speaks louder than words, given the way he also has just hummed.
Though, he answers the question seriously, despite the gentle, non-verbal tease a moment ago. ]
As you wish. Usually, I do prefer to be the only one who knows. But, I think I can make an exception for someone like yourself. For some reason, the idea doesn't seem as fun when it's with you...an equal exchange of sorts sounds more exciting!
[ Then, unable to jest a little, he adds on with a wink: ]
And now that I have said that, maybe we should do something to symbolize our agreement? I wonder, what would you consider to be acceptable...?
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Well, we could shake on it. I'd suggest blood just to be a bit dramatic, but that seems over the top right now.
[ He laughs softly as he sticks out his hand. ]
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[ That is not a joke, even if it might sound like one.
Anyway, Merlin hops on over, very happy to have the chance for hand-touchies with Wei Wuxian again. Except with no nonsense, as he grasps a hold of it firmly, and gives a shake. Though with the other hand he playfully reaches out to see if he can tap one of his shoulders too. ]
Boop. And just like that, you'd never be rid of me! But this will do just fine, of course.
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Ah, what will I ever do if I can't rid myself of you?!
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Merlin still has a hold of his hand, so he also gives it a little squeeze, and smiles a little in what is undeniably a coquettish manner. He can't help himself, even a bit. ]
Maybe be forced to put up with me for quite a long time. What a fate that'd be!
Would you find it exciting? Or do you think I'd be the type to easily overwhelm you~?
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Do I look like a man that can be easily overwhelmed? I’d like to see you try.
[ He raises the dead, after all. ]
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[ Wei Wuxian...are you trying to call Merlin's bluff? Him of all people? But, judging by the look on his face, he appreciates the challenge. Naturally, he will immediately do what he can to meet it.
And so, he laughs, lightly—a different sort of laugh. Then, he dares to lean in closer. ]
If I kissed you, then, would you be overwhelmed?
[ On his hand, then his lips, maybe? ]
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So, he laughs. ]
Why would I be overwhelmed? Weren't you at the party? I've already kissed someone before. There's no need to do such a thing now to overwhelm me.
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But, he has no intentions of not rising to the challenge; he has wondered what it'd be like to kiss Wei Wuxian, after all. Though, he wants to see how far this can go. Of course, he will tease a little more first, moving in closer, though not ignoring the words, so he doesn't claim those lips or anywhere just yet, instead speaking nearby his ear. ]
I remember, yes.
Then, are you saying that if I did do so right now...it wouldn't overwhelm you, if it isn't necessary? How about we put that to the test and do something for fun, if you're up for it? Choose a place where you would be fine with receiving a kiss, and I will give it to you. If what you said is proven to be true, I will owe you a favor that you can call upon at any time.
Of course, you are not obligated. And I could always come up with something else to potentially spring upon you~
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Ah, putting the onus on me here, are you Merlin? And here I thought you took risks. I'm a bit ashamed.
[ Is he still calling Merlin's bluff? Why yes, he is! ]
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Are you? Sorry, sorry. I just hate not living up to my reputation as a risk-taker. I'll fix that up right away!
[ Unable to hold himself back anymore, he decides to make it a two-fer—after all, shouldn't a proper apology be given by actions? Hands move to rest gently atop Wei Wuxian's shoulders, and he moves to press a chaste kiss against the other male's cheek—perhaps as a diversionary tactic—and then one firmly against his lips, not as chaste, but undeniably somehow also impossibly gentle. Yet, all the same definitely experienced, and no less affectionate all the same.
Having any regrets about calling his bluff now, WWX? ]
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Is it a regret if he's so shocked that he doesn't know what to do? The kiss on his cheek is already scandalous enough, but when those warm lips brush against his own, Wei Wuxian lets out a soft gasp of surprise, his lips parting without meaning to.
He should push Merlin away, and Wei Wuxian gets far enough to grab onto his shirt, but he can't bring himself to complete the movement. The rejection he expected to pulse through his body simply isn't there and it's unexpected. Perhaps if he had feelings beyond friendship for Merlin he could excuse this in some way, explain why he doesn't hate this, but he can't. The kiss is pleasant and warm in the same way his first kiss was, and Wei Wuxian can't wrap his head around liking both in equal amounts.
Merlin has no idea what he's done to Wei Wuxian, even as he tugs hard on Merlin's shirt. ]
No problem at all :> mild apology for Merlin being...himself
Merlin can even imagine how it might look, if they had the opportunity to extend this sort of playing around. As a half-incubus, the evident surprise is delectable, like the gentle sensation of the other man's lips against his own. Coupled with what kind of emotions result from the unsubtle, accidental indication that Wei Wuxian gives as a result of holding on tight.
For that, he briefly even deepens the kiss, easy enough with the other's lips parted and then pulls back, an immodest flush to his cheeks. His hands in the meanwhile have moved from the man's shoulders, to rest innocently against his back. ]
Mm, that was as wonderful as I had anticipated it would be...
But, are you satisfied, Wei Wuxian?
[ He doesn't ask anything about the bluff, knowing the results speak for themselves. Merlin can hope that the other still will enjoy it even when the surprise wears off.
However, the best part honestly is that he has truly no idea of what he has wrought here. ]
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I...
[ He genuinely doesn't know, because navigating a situation like this with another man has knocked him off kilter... but it's not like he'd know how to respond with a woman either, thanks to his inexperienced. ]
How can I quantify that, exactly?
[ It's impossible to know whether or not he even could be when his mind is racing the way it is. ]
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But, oh no...those flushed cheeks look so cute? He just wants to kiss each of them right now! Yet, Wei Wuxian's response is even more interesting.
Despite the fact the man stated he has been kissed before, Merlin thinks that perhaps the other male had yet to discover and properly explore the joy behind such things, instead of just moving beyond it, or his previous kiss was just not as exciting. ]
Oh, that's simple! There are ways. If you feel like you have had enough, then you're satisfied. Though if you feel excited about it, elated that it happened, or enticed by the idea of having even more, then you might not be satisfied just yet. But, at the least you still enjoyed it.
And you might enjoy even more of it. Does that help?
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And his heart isn’t now, but it’s certainly disturbed in the way only a major revelation can make it, which is why he can’t bring himself to pull away. ]
I think so.
[ He searches Merlin’s face, wondering if initiating the kiss himself might make a difference. So, he leans in and captures Merlin’s lips with his own. There’s a level of affection there, inasmuch as he feels affection for Merlin as a friend, but there’s curiosity behind the kiss too, as he tries to figure out what the hell is going on inside his mind. ]
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Merlin can feel those emotions when engaged in such a personal intimate moment with another, so enticing, so engaging. More personal than not, even mixed with such curiosity, he wants to chase it even more.
He wants more...so much more. An idle thought is that surely, he is helping Wei Wuxian in this as well. Isn't he such a kind friend? Isn't he a good influence? Isn't he a wonderful guide, to help someone explore what it feels when seeking these things?
Merlin's fingers curl tightly against the fabric of the other male's clothing, where they rest against his back, drawing himself even impossibly closer as he returns the kiss given to him much more hungrily than before, and even gently nibbling on the other's lower lip, to see if he can get the other's to part again. ]
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There’s no turning back on that now, though, as he parts his lips with a soft gasp. This is reminiscent of his first kiss too, the hunger behind is just as noticeable as it is now. It causes his nerves to flare up a bit, because he knows well that he doesn’t want it to go beyond just a kiss like this, even if he’s well aware Merlin won’t take it personally when Wei Wuxian will decide to cut things short sooner rather than later.
Reflective of his thoughts, his fingers tighten their grip on Merlin’s clothes. ]
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Or perhaps those are the words which so happens to be running through the other man's head right about now. Merlin is, while not having been so fortunate to be Wei Wuxian's kiss, simply happy to take enjoyment in this moment; perhaps for somewhat selfish reasons. But, though he is no saint, and would not shy away from such an opportunity, as is evident now when he slips his tongue pass those parted lips once more, he's not so inhuman to be blind to the aspect of what kind of emotions result from being 'new' to partaking in such enjoyment. But, that is not truly and simply the result of being observant.
And so, even though Merlin ensures this kiss lasts longer than the other ones they have shared, he manages to pull himself back, licking his lips. He has no regrets whatsoever. ]
So, how was it? Did you—
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It doesn't hurt him at all, even if now Merlin has comically ridiculous tiny feet marks on both sides of his face now.
Welp, there goes the mood. And why only did he get kicked? So rude, even as the small animal looks content to sit back down like no wrong was committed. ]
Really, Fou?!
[ Grah, how embarrassing...he can't continue to be smooth and sexy in front of Wei Wuxian like this! Or maybe he can. If he is able to chant up a teleportion spell for this little guy, then they can talk this over properly... (what is there to talk about, though...) ] ]
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And yet despite everything, it’s clear that the moment has passed because he practically doubles over laughing. ]
Pfft! Hahahahaha! That rabbit has it out for you!
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Fou seems, of course, also delighted at the laughter. ]
Yes, because Fou is a little troublesome beast sometimes.
Just for that, I'm not spoiling him anymore. [ To Fou: ] In fact...why don't you run off for a little while? You're getting in the way!
[ "Fou." Fou says impertinently and somehow spitefully falls asleep for a bit.
...
His life is so hard? He sighs again and turns back over to Wei Wuxian. ]
...So! I assume my majestic image hasn't been completely ruined by that little segue~?
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[ He grins at Merlin as his gaze momentarily travels to the sleeping Fou. ]
All the embarrassment in the world can’t ruin a nice face.
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[ Merlin even gives a wink and a bright smile, though petals pop up around him 'coincidentally', or rather he's just doing that to enhance the effect. He's just being himself again...but, on that note, he should probably comment on what they just did. ]
Incidentally, I'm glad I was able to rope you into a bit of one-on-one indulgence. Not that I had planned to do so on our second outing, but there's always something exciting about pleasant surprises and personal enjoyment.
Life is the most fun when you're able to live it to the fullest, after all.
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