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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-26 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
That would depend, wouldn't it? I'm not exactly a distant man.

[ And yet he pushes people away through vagueness and turning the attention right back around on them.

Still... he thinks Merlin is probably similar. After all, here he is, asking Wei Wuxian if he can find out more about him. ]


Only if you'd let me in on such similarities. Where's the fun in you being the only one who knows?
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-26 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ An equal exchange is definitely more exciting—and much, much more rewarding in Wei Wuxian's opinion. So, he grins, also inclined to add a bit of levity to the situation. ]

Well, we could shake on it. I'd suggest blood just to be a bit dramatic, but that seems over the top right now.

[ He laughs softly as he sticks out his hand. ]
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-28 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Servant, huh... He makes a face at that prospect, clearly very interested in it, but he gets distracted by that shoulder tap. ]

Ah, what will I ever do if I can't rid myself of you?!
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-28 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He meets that smile with a grin. ]

Do I look like a man that can be easily overwhelmed? I’d like to see you try.

[ He raises the dead, after all. ]
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-28 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Of course he is! While it's a miracle he doesn't instinctually move back when Merlin pitches forward, he still doesn't believe Merlin will actually commit.

So, he laughs. ]


Why would I be overwhelmed? Weren't you at the party? I've already kissed someone before. There's no need to do such a thing now to overwhelm me.
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-29 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Well, shit. His heart is beating faster despite himself and his (absolute definite and real) lack of attraction to men. ]

Ah, putting the onus on me here, are you Merlin? And here I thought you took risks. I'm a bit ashamed.

[ Is he still calling Merlin's bluff? Why yes, he is! ]
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internalized homophobia/biphobia cw sorry to hit you with this lum

[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-30 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...Ah.

Is it a regret if he's so shocked that he doesn't know what to do? The kiss on his cheek is already scandalous enough, but when those warm lips brush against his own, Wei Wuxian lets out a soft gasp of surprise, his lips parting without meaning to.

He should push Merlin away, and Wei Wuxian gets far enough to grab onto his shirt, but he can't bring himself to complete the movement. The rejection he expected to pulse through his body simply isn't there and it's unexpected. Perhaps if he had feelings beyond friendship for Merlin he could excuse this in some way, explain why he doesn't hate this, but he can't. The kiss is pleasant and warm in the same way his first kiss was, and Wei Wuxian can't wrap his head around liking both in equal amounts.

Merlin has no idea what he's done to Wei Wuxian, even as he tugs hard on Merlin's shirt. ]
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-31 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Arms looped around his back feels so much more personal than before, and he stares down at Merlin, completely bewildered. His own cheeks are flushed a light pink—an incredibly unusual look on someone like Wei Wuxian—and he just barely resists the temptation to touch his lips as they still tingle from the kiss. ]

I...

[ He genuinely doesn't know, because navigating a situation like this with another man has knocked him off kilter... but it's not like he'd know how to respond with a woman either, thanks to his inexperienced. ]

How can I quantify that, exactly?

[ It's impossible to know whether or not he even could be when his mind is racing the way it is. ]
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-31 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It does, in a sense. For someone like Wei Wuxian, satisfaction from kissing or things beyond that has never been at the forefront of his mind. Never having the time is a reason, sure, but he’s also simply wired that way. If his heart isn’t fully in it, he simply doesn’t think about it.

And his heart isn’t now, but it’s certainly disturbed in the way only a major revelation can make it, which is why he can’t bring himself to pull away. ]


I think so.

[ He searches Merlin’s face, wondering if initiating the kiss himself might make a difference. So, he leans in and captures Merlin’s lips with his own. There’s a level of affection there, inasmuch as he feels affection for Merlin as a friend, but there’s curiosity behind the kiss too, as he tries to figure out what the hell is going on inside his mind. ]
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-31 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The kiss is just as pleasant, and it confirms something that both terrifies and clarifies what he’s always sort of known about himself but has been too afraid to acknowledge. Being attracted to women has always come easily to him, and maybe it’s always been the same for men too… he just never wanted to allow those thoughts to grow in his head and take root.

There’s no turning back on that now, though, as he parts his lips with a soft gasp. This is reminiscent of his first kiss too, the hunger behind is just as noticeable as it is now. It causes his nerves to flare up a bit, because he knows well that he doesn’t want it to go beyond just a kiss like this, even if he’s well aware Merlin won’t take it personally when Wei Wuxian will decide to cut things short sooner rather than later.

Reflective of his thoughts, his fingers tighten their grip on Merlin’s clothes. ]
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-05-31 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Talk it over, yes… but it seems that the moment is now completely gone for Wei Wuxian, despite his still pink cheeks and the pleasantness of that kiss lingering on his lips, along with the taste of Merlin still on his tongue.

And yet despite everything, it’s clear that the moment has passed because he practically doubles over laughing. ]


Pfft! Hahahahaha! That rabbit has it out for you!
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[personal profile] diabolizes 2023-06-01 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm… I could let this slide once.

[ He grins at Merlin as his gaze momentarily travels to the sleeping Fou. ]

All the embarrassment in the world can’t ruin a nice face.

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