[ The kiss is just as pleasant, and it confirms something that both terrifies and clarifies what he’s always sort of known about himself but has been too afraid to acknowledge. Being attracted to women has always come easily to him, and maybe it’s always been the same for men too… he just never wanted to allow those thoughts to grow in his head and take root.
There’s no turning back on that now, though, as he parts his lips with a soft gasp. This is reminiscent of his first kiss too, the hunger behind is just as noticeable as it is now. It causes his nerves to flare up a bit, because he knows well that he doesn’t want it to go beyond just a kiss like this, even if he’s well aware Merlin won’t take it personally when Wei Wuxian will decide to cut things short sooner rather than later.
Reflective of his thoughts, his fingers tighten their grip on Merlin’s clothes. ]
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There’s no turning back on that now, though, as he parts his lips with a soft gasp. This is reminiscent of his first kiss too, the hunger behind is just as noticeable as it is now. It causes his nerves to flare up a bit, because he knows well that he doesn’t want it to go beyond just a kiss like this, even if he’s well aware Merlin won’t take it personally when Wei Wuxian will decide to cut things short sooner rather than later.
Reflective of his thoughts, his fingers tighten their grip on Merlin’s clothes. ]