crying

[ Arms looped around his back feels so much more personal than before, and he stares down at Merlin, completely bewildered. His own cheeks are flushed a light pink—an incredibly unusual look on someone like Wei Wuxian—and he just barely resists the temptation to touch his lips as they still tingle from the kiss. ]

I...

[ He genuinely doesn't know, because navigating a situation like this with another man has knocked him off kilter... but it's not like he'd know how to respond with a woman either, thanks to his inexperienced. ]

How can I quantify that, exactly?

[ It's impossible to know whether or not he even could be when his mind is racing the way it is. ]